I'd like to thank Eclipse Cinnamon mints and Hawaiin Springs water for getting me through the day :) Lovin' life? Don't think so. But I can get by. 
mood currently:
blissful&&loving it<3 
everyday, ii look into the mirror
&&ii don't know which ii hate most;;
me or my reflection 
ii remember how we used to shamelessly flirt
&& then she came.
now ii regret not telling you how much
ii love you 
&&all she wants
is someone to tell her
she's b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l 
10 shaking fingers trace my
9 fading scars, they run over the
8 new open wounds. Within
7 minutes, ii start losing my sight, and
6 times ii almost blacked out.
5 more minutes and ii know I'll be gone. The
4 pillows propping me up start to fall
3 tears slip down my cold cheeks from
2 red eyes. But after all is said and done,
1 more chance would have killed me faster. 
Tell her she's perfect
Just tell her you love her
She needs to hear that. 
Keep on believing your lie;;
Maybe one day, it'll come true. 
She screams at the world
She shouts at her friends
She yells at home
Yet she can't help but whisper when she's around him. 
&& when she finally sees
She pulls away
&& continues to breathe
But the boy no longer does... 
L.i.f.e is too short
Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
L.a.u.g.h when you can
Apologize when you should
And let go of what you can't change
L.o.v.e deeply and forget quickly
Take chance. Give everything
And have no regrets
Life is too short to be unhappy
You have to take the good with the bad
Smile when you're sad
Love what you got
And always remember what you had
Always forgive but never forget
Learn from your mistakes
But never regret
People change, things go wrong
But always remember
Life goes on | 
